Bad Romance

Seeing as I'm leaving for Melbourne tomorrow [and should have finished packing by now], i though I'd leave my blog on a final note for the year. Although there is much to say, i doubt my word limit could tell it all. hm 2009, where to begin?
Although i started my blogs with longing and a clear direction, i see myself now in a different situation and with different people. I thought i knew who my friends were, but in the end people change. And for all the wrong reasons, no matter how much you wish things could stay as they are, or go back to how they were. I don't regret anything, i do however regret my openness to certain others who did or do not deserve my thought and hopes. I never thought a boy would become the one who changed my last half of 2009 for all the right and mostly wrong reasons. Yes you hurt me, but you however are always there. Even when i don't want you to be, or when you don't have to. It's that presence that protects me, guides me, and allows to me to make clear judgement of others and character. I don't feel at loss to anything, my closest friends have become strangers, but life moves on and clearly so have yours.

People change,
mostly for all the wrong reasons.

Happy new year